i am so bloody tired. i want, i want, i want...................when does life happen again. or was my marriage my only shot at happiness. weekends i rest and am very lonely. i'm thankful for the weekend to come and then equally thankful when it is over. at least whn i am at work i have something to do. would i really be happier with a man in life and why is it that a partner would make such a big difference???